Sweet-tarts of my life

The life we don't always strive for. It's not always about ME

Monday, July 11, 2005

Putting everything in words

To many people already think I'm weird!
I don't consider it true of me.
But, even if it were true.... weird isn't always bad!!!!
I believe that just makes me a *non-conformist* Why do I have to fit into someone elses world?
Why do I have to please all of those around me?
I know the laws of truth...liberty...and freedom. And I follow the law of the land.
For me the only one that I really have to worry about is> GOD...he knows what is in my heart. I would never go out of my way to hurt another soul.
The error of my ways is between him & me!
I've never been full of verbal prayers. I don't ask God for trival things because in my heart I believe that there are many many other people in the world who have less than I do...and God should concentrate more on them.
I pray to God to provide others with inner strength to get them through their hours of need.
My prayers are written and kept in a special book. I just call it *My Prayers* and be done with it.
So, if your like me (weird...lol) don't worry about how the world see's you. Just remember to look up every once in a while and say> Hey you, up stairs...thanks for a good day and smile..cause you know he hears you! :-)

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Insomnia & what I might miss out on

I don't sleep much!
My max is about 5 hours....And I don't take naps!!
Although, this really isn't anything new to me. It has been like this my entire life.

I wonder if insomnia is/can be/ a genetic trait?
Or is it something learned?
Other than my Dad's side of the family.....And ME...... Everyone I know sleeps many hours longer than I do.

Every time I crawl between the sheets to snooze.....I always tell myself what time I have to rise & shine. Very rarely have I ever had to rely on an alarm clock. I can be up in 1 hour or 5 hours.
It really depends on what is on the agenda for the day.
Am I a planner?
Well, not really....Living in Arizona I do try to plan my day around what the heat-temps are suppose to be....which usually means out the door by 10 am. Especially with 115 degrees!!!!
I have to admit....sometimes my days all run together.
I just try to remember my little *to-do list* and stick to it. (And I do mean *little*)
My motto is>Get it done; so I can come home and dive into the pool to cool off!!!!!!!!!!!
At my age...... time is on my side. I'm getting to the point of asking myself: is it important and does it have to be done RIGHT NOW?

My answer......Yes its always important because you never know if you will get a second chance to get it all done!!!!!
But: never forget get to look in all directions because you might miss out on the best day of your life!!!!